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Diet Journal
Reclaiming My Life
Created on 2005-07-02 11:31:32 (#7611001), last updated 2006-12-02
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Basic Info| Name: | b_anakin_again |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 02-06 |
| Location: | Pennsylvania, United States |
BioThis is my diet journal.
When I was 15-17, I weighed 135 lbs. I had a 24 inch waistline and wore a size 8-10. By the time I hit 19, I had gained 100 lbs. because of my battle with depression. I am determined to finally get rid of all this nonsense. To go back to the way things were. I refuse to accept the way I look. I am going to stop ignoring it now.
For me, this is a bit like Darth Vader deciding he didn't need his respirator anymore. Thus the username. Like his respirator which keeps him alive, my eating often helps me manage depression, especially back then, when I was very suicidal. But times change. I want my old life back. I want to walk down the street and not have to worry about being called a 'cow' by strangers.
This log represents my daily efforts to undo what I've done to myself. For anyone who hasn't been down this road, you will likely find it uninteresting. For those who are looking for inspiration, be my guest. I'm not doing this for health or even other people's approval so much as I'm doing it because I'm not me anymore. Enough is enough.
When I was 15-17, I weighed 135 lbs. I had a 24 inch waistline and wore a size 8-10. By the time I hit 19, I had gained 100 lbs. because of my battle with depression. I am determined to finally get rid of all this nonsense. To go back to the way things were. I refuse to accept the way I look. I am going to stop ignoring it now.
For me, this is a bit like Darth Vader deciding he didn't need his respirator anymore. Thus the username. Like his respirator which keeps him alive, my eating often helps me manage depression, especially back then, when I was very suicidal. But times change. I want my old life back. I want to walk down the street and not have to worry about being called a 'cow' by strangers.
This log represents my daily efforts to undo what I've done to myself. For anyone who hasn't been down this road, you will likely find it uninteresting. For those who are looking for inspiration, be my guest. I'm not doing this for health or even other people's approval so much as I'm doing it because I'm not me anymore. Enough is enough.
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